This is a challenging story from my heart to your heart, as when you have a reaction to what I write, then there is something for you in that story. Please remember, I write to you because you matter and sometimes, we need someone who is speaking to our hearts and not our heads.
When we feel out of balance, feel scared for our future, uncertain about our income, even uncertain about our health, maybe thinking that we will stay alone till we leave this planet, what is then the best we can do to get out of that state of being?
I would say: Find something which takes you out of that emotional imbalance, something which makes your emotions change, something where you find hope again and something you have a positive reaction to.
I would say you have to find something which helps you to get out of the whole misery full stop, a solution that can support you to change your way of thinking and your being, and something where you feel understood and heard at the same time.
What do you think is needed to change that feeling, that state of being?
In my case, when I was so down, had no money, had little faith left, and did not want to continue my life like this, even thinking of leaving this lifetime, feeling ugly, thank God I did not give up on listening to Judy's recordings. I was so lost in those days, so lonely, so sad in that feeling of “I don't want to continue anymore”. Today, I am very grateful that I did not give up, did not cancel my subscription to the Library, even if it crossed my mind because I had so little money. What I did was I continued to listen and get through each day somehow. Then there came the next day and the next day and slowly slowly I saw, felt, and even thought differently about life, me, and everything around me. I started to see solutions and got stronger and stronger again. I started to walk myself free by moving my body and listening to Judy's recordings at the same time. I got the emotions in motion.
When I had no money and was so down, the last thing I wanted to do is take away a toolbox that could help me work through my misery! How can I get out of my stuckness if I don't provide solutions for myself or a working plan? If I don't invest in myself, how else could I have gotten out of the hole I was in? The Ascension Library, or Judy’s recordings, are tools for me, as I had many areas I needed to work on, but you could also call it the box of toffees where you can have different kinds of energy tastes.
This gift I gave myself by being a member of the Ascension Library was the best I have ever given to myself. To this day, I pay my monthly fee, firstly because I have always believed in it and I want to support my friend with her work, but secondly because I could see how it slowly helped me to find myself, to see the Illusions I was holding, and to take me further than I could have ever imagined life would take me. The repetitive listening was changing my state of being and feeling, as the frequency was building up in me and was slowly changing my way of thinking and being.
When we feel like this, lost, unhappy, down, no money, I can only share today, that then it is your time to listen to Judy’s recordings, to make a plan on what you want to work through, and stick to it. Listening to all the different recordings helped me to break through. Be patient and have faith, as your time will come to break through all your limitations and sadness. If it worked for me, so it will for you too.
When you want to lose weight, you do need to have an action plan, because from the thought alone the weight is not going to get less. The same goes for our stuck energy vibrations which do not serve us anymore, but we carry around. You can sometimes see the same pattern in people who are overweight, as the cells hold the energy vibration of limitations. When we change inside, so we change outside as well.
The issue of having no money or not enough starts in our belief system, and is reflected in the words you use, the way you speak, the way you think, and maybe even some Karma stuck to you. All this will fade away when you start working through the layers of what is exactly holding you back from stepping up and out and attracting cash flow, love, or other things you want in your life.
I am speaking from my own experience, as I had nothing, my marriage was not good at all and I was extremely sad to return to Germany. We left Spain to restart a new life in Germany, but I had never wanted to come back here and have to send my kids to the German schooling system I never believed in. We had no choice, we needed to build our life up again in Germany after losing everything in Spain. I arrived in Germany 11 years ago with 2 small children and only 4 suitcases and a husband who always said and thought, "I have no money, I don't have enough money". Do you really think that these words were attracting money abundance or even a better income? Even being constantly in that kind of energy field – with someone who is vibrating these limiting energies out – can affect us. We all know about the Hermetic Tradition, right? So let's remember them and use the light language frequency of the Ascension Library to burn all the unnecessary layers of memories we hold in our souls away. Let them all go, so we can live in peace, love, abundance, balance, and harmony together and be the New Human.
I hope I was able to inspire you and motivate you to not give up on being a member of the Ascension Library. Not giving up on investing in yourself and continuing to listen to the frequencies Judy is bringing through. Sometimes it takes time to show the effect on us, but it does work, believe me. Once you understand the bigger picture and accept that you are the creator of your own life and future, “God in the body” Judy always says, then I am sure things will start to shift and lighten up inside you very fast. I had no idea about any of this only a few years ago, and just from listening and listening, drilling deeper and deeper, I all of a sudden became enlightened. Cool isn't it, and I shifted.
Today, I call myself the Blueprinter Technician, being of service and providing the Ascension Expansion 1:1 sessions in the Library and inviting you to be part of the Sunday Calls of Inspiration. These calls are a perfect platform to feel understood, heard and be inspired to move out of the place where you may be stuck and need a hand from unexpected friends, members of the Library, who are just there to hold your space and listen, as we all walk the same path. The path of freeing ourselves, finding peace and happiness, and more.
Much love, light and colour to you.
Anabell Ariah / Ascension Expansion